It's Not the Gift, It's the Thought That Counts

Yesterday, I asked my boyfriend if he has finished the business cards that I asked him to do for me two weeks ago. He said that he hasn't started yet, but he'll try to finish it by the end of the day before he goes out. It was 3PM. He would go out at 7.

At first, I didn't want to make a big deal out of it. But I got mad. Why? Because I remembered that he said he was already going to start it a week ago, but then he hasn't even started it.

The only thing I ask him to do for me, EVER, and he doesn't even commit to it.

How does that make me feel?

Unimportant.

Im so mad at what he did didn't do for me.

Yun lang naman. Ang simple. Kaya naman pala niyang tapusin in one day, tapos ngayon lang gagawin. Kung di ko pa tinanong, di niya naman balak gawin yun kahapon eh.

Last week, andami nyang downtime kase kakatapos ng Mid Terms. So I thought talaga na he was already working on it.

It's not the business cards that I'm mad about. I can always make my own and have them printed. But the thought that he promised to do it, but didn't commit to it, and the fact that it was the only thing I have ever asked him to do for me and he hasn't even done it yet.

Ayoko sanang isumbat things that I have done for him, pero ang sakit isipin na ikaw, ready ka for your boyfriend to help him out and be there for him for whatever he needs, pero siya, etong napaka simpleng bagay di pa magawa.

I may be nag-iinarte, but this is how I feel.